Three Days Ago Far Far Away

Three days ago far far away Sugar-plums were hanging from a window thirty-feet high. Today the plums are soaking in a bath-tub because there are to many for the sink, anyway a note is they’re asking that the Sugar-plums be pick-up by tomorrow. Then the next day The question is asked. “When are these sugar-plums to be taken out of here?”

THE BIRTH OF SUICIDE/FIRST DEGREE MURDER

I HATE THIS PLACE. YELLING AND CALLING NAMES AND NO LISTENING.

so I freak out trying to get you to stop talking and let me talk.  Let me answer one of your rantings.  I am only seven and you never listen to me.

IT’S ALL MY FAULT FOR BEING STUPID

what else are you.

An IDIOT AND DUMB AND NOBODY LOVES ME THATS WHY I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.

WHAT!

  1. Because I love you I won’t spank you for saying that!
  2. You kill yourself for nothing and no one.
  3. EVER!

Well I DON’T WANT MOMMY TO EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN! I’m GOING TO KILL MOMMY!

Noooooooooooooo

SHE SAID SHE’S GOING TO KILL ME.

Nooo, she’s your mother.

I DON’T CARE. SHE DOESN’T LOVE ME ANYMORE SHE LOVES JUDY MORE THAN ME SHE LOVES ALL KIDS BUT ME.

No she loves you.

NO SHE DOESN’T SHE DOESN’T LOVE HER OWN KIDS SHE LOVES EVERYBODY ELSES.

But I love you. I always listen to you.

EVERYBODY THINKS IM STUPID

I don’t.

You yell at me too

Yeah but only when you get mad and crazy and I will never allow you to get like that at me.  I am your Grand! I am your grandmother…I’m your, wisdom and teacher. I teach you lots of things and we have fun right. We talk don’t we. And I raise my voice. I do not yell at you.

Yes but daddy said I am never leaving this room again, and I can’t go to school, and mommy took everything away from me and she is taking my cloths and everything and she hates me, so I hate everybody cos nobody cares about me.

But look at you, you don’t want to learn with me you want to play your video games and stuff, you want to watch TV and nothing else.

I’m in my room for the day. For ever! I hate myself and want to die! I’m so stupid stupid stupid.

Nooooooo, it’s not you. Your mother and father are dumb! But only because they don’t  know how to talk to little kids.

THEY JUST YELL AND HATE ME AND TAKE ALL MY STUFF

Shh shh shhh,  no no no now. Mommy had a bad daddy,{grampa whoo}, mommy’s daddy never talked. He always yelled and called bad names and said every bad word all the time.  That is all he did, yelling and calling mean bad names. Soo, mommy does not know how to talk right, especially to kids. And you are a kid!

Yeah HERS…

Shh  now now, lets just talk.

She hates me.

No she loves you. She just doesn’t know how to be a nice mother and nether does your dad.

HE Is just dumb.

Yes . Yes he is.

They  both don’t know how to talk to kids.

YES THEY DO THEY TALK NICE TO ALL THE OTHER KIDS EVEN THAT STUPID STUPID KID AT FOOTBALL

Shh shh okay. Okay you’re okay.

No I’m not.

Yeah you’re not. But I want to tell you, not all mothers yell at kids. My mother did not yell at me and my sisters and brothers. If my mother said to me, “sit down.” and I didn’t sit down, she came and picked me up and sat me down, hard. She said nothing. if my mother told me to shut-up and I didn’t, she would come to me and slap my face so hard I would fall off my chair. She said nothing. If my mother told me to go change my clothes and I didn’t,  she would drag me to my room. She would take my clothes off me, put clean clothes on me then throw me outside. She said nothing.

Did your mommy love you.

My mother gave me away when I was 4 months old.

How come.

I don’t know I was a tiny baby.

How did you get to your family?

She came a took me away when I was seven.

And then did she love you.

No!…She would hit me when she was mad. If she was mad at my dad, she would beat me when he went out the door.  She would give my sisters and brothers milk money for school, but not me, she would say, if you want ten cents go ask your dad.

Why did she do that to you?

Maybe she didn’t like me, I really can’t tell you. But I can tell you lots and lots of mommy and daddy don’t know how to talk to kids, and lots of mommys and daddys hit their kids. But that may be, their mommy and daddy didn’t know how to talk to them.

This is sad to hear coming from any child.  No child should want to kill him self or any one else at the age of seven or any age as far as killing goes.  Killing is for hunters.

IN SITUATIONS LIKE THIS TELL SOMEONE

After all just the fact you hearing this, should be liable in a court of LAW, solely for the same reason [ you can not stand and watch a body drowned], even if you can’t swim. And forget about the undertow cos the currents are streaming the person out to sea while you fret not knowing what to do,  {you’re arrested for being a coward}? The best thing was to run for help.   Just like now. The child and the parents need to be told on before, the child takes a strong hold of murderisum {if it is not a word it should be},growing to hate and kill. It is very visable at this point in time.

NOW WE NEED TO WONDER IF SEVEN YEARS IN THE MAKING OF THESE FIRST YEARS OF GROWTH CAN BE CORRECTED.. As you have been warned many times, over the years of childhood studies, how crucial the first 5[FIVE}years of life is after birth. CHILDREN ARE SPONGES, THEY LEARN EVERYTHING YOU ARE. Which means  {you’re everything} they have to go by. All how you are they will be {in their} own way though, how they see and understand things to be by your teachings.

THE  BIRTH OF SUICIDE/FIRST DEGREE MURDER

It’s obvious the world is responsible right? Only things can’t change. The teachings in school MUST change if PARENTS can’t.

What?, half the world is haters.

the other bit is scared.

while the rest do their best to teach peace and compassion, live and be strong.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HEY GRANDPA I WROTE A STORY ABOUT YOU/CAN I SELL IT

“Hey grandpa I wrote a story about you can I sell it?”

Why you little dickens why would you do that?

“Money grandpa, my teacher said I should write a story about you and sell it.”

There is no story about me!

“Yes grandpa, all the stories you tell me.”

Yeah well those there stories, are me and you kid, secret quite between grandpas and grandkid only. Them’s stories nobody will believe.

“YES! Perfect.”

  1. Now you’re screwing with me kid.
  2. And now you’re laughing like a retard kid, looking at a comic up-side down.
  3. Oh sure laugh you’re head off.

“No grandpa I’m laughing because of your face.”

Really kid? Just tell me why so happy.

“The name of my story is GRANDPAS AND GRANDKIDS.”

Yeah okay then, laugh and slob yourself all over the place. How is that even funny?

“Grandpa, grandpa. You’re going to love this. Only grandpas and grandkids can buy it.”

There’s more than two out there you know.

“So grandpa you’re the best. People are going to love this, I know it.”

How do you know it.

“Because I love this story grandpa.”

Yeah well, hey wait there, come back.

“Okay in a minute Grandpa. I need to press send.”

WELL WHAT IS IT?

“THEFLASKDRINKERS”

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IMG_1514“GRANDPA.  IT’S OKAY.”   Yup, laughing trust me.

“Well grandpa the story is not about you? Really.  Now come on grandpa, it’s a story you told me about your great-grandfather or grandfather. What ever grandpa it’s not about you.  Trust me. I wouldn’t tell on you.”

  1. What do you mean!
  2. And what are you laughing at now?
  3. There is nothing to tell on me.

“‘Grandpa, I’m not laughing at you. It’s your face.”

Yeah here we go again. Your acting like a kid…”Grandpa I am a kid. 11 get it I don’t know how many times I tell you I had my birthday and you still don’t get it.”

Yeah? You’ll get it if you push send.

“Grandpa, I already sent it down stairs, well coming up the stairs, you saw me with my iPhone. Grandpa don’t look that way, you are going to make me laugh.”

Yeah well that’s a little to late to eh.

Hey yeah dumb kid, you don’t have a copy, soo it does not matter to me what you sent.

“Oh grandpa as if I need a copy…you told me the story over a hundred times, I’m sure I pretty much know it by heart now. Besides, never mind now grandpa, I sent it.”

Yeah well you got chores and home-work so get at’er.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MY BILLS ARE LASPING..CULTS

Holy shit, look who’s back.

Yes. It is me! I have been away just like some people, and we all come back, just like me.  am back. Nut I can tell you, “it was not all fun and games.” Holy shit work? Plenty of work, tons of work. But not the paying kind.  “Is there cult work?”

Many a good meal to be had though.

Yup!, desert almost every night. and when there wasn’t, “let me tell you.”  We did without. Plenty of juice, tea, water and coffee though. And in that order as well. “One out of the three wasn’t bad for me.” Coffee. lol The water tasted like rust and smelled like poop, as for juice I don’t choose to drink it, which left a cup of tea once in a while.

  1. So now you are home.
  2. And back in every bodies way.
  3. Unpack, put things away.
  4. Clean-up the mess left behind for the return.

At least this way, my above chores will give all of us time to adjust to my home-coming.

🙂 happy to say I found some time to write a few things down. I also learned some things.  One thing particular I am not pleased in learning, cos, “it is chewing at me wanting more of my attention.  But I do not want to know more and I prayed that I can stop singing the song.  I fear bad can only come from it.”

Sucks to be you!

Eat crow you ass dick! I am much stronger in my sole right down to my shoe.  “Mommy!”

Bastards when children are involved? !, You never go after the child. But here, “130.00 kids”, just went missing, and go on to say this is a real happening event in the year 1284.

TWELVE-EIGHTYFOUR

A BROKEN PROMISE

ONE HUNDRED CHILDREN

TRUE EVENTS

THEY MADE A MOVIE 1957

THEY EVEN WROTE A SONG

FAR BE IT FOR ME TO PUT IT IN THE MINDS OF HEADS.

“FIND OUT ON YOUR OWN.

So welcome back and get rid of that shit out of your head.  “Yup. No time for wicked, no time for dead.” But it is going to be hard, because it is packed in there real tight.

And why is this?

Let me tell you. “I put out, one hell of a good research on the above info., and after the first initial thoughts of this luring intriguing hunt, I wanted more of the truth, I wanted to find any historian record of actual proof.  So I searched and forgot the living.

My brain took over for a few days until I, realized ,

  • I am thinking evil thoughts.
  • I am not thinking of people around me.
  • I am wasting my life on the dead.

That all was getting pretty intense, I even remember some of the song, the bad stuff, which continue to play over and over in my mind or out loud. “Crap-o-la! This will not do! I am much stronger in my soul with my heart to shake this true event, this mythical story told from 1284.

Besides . . .As I fell prey, to this earning to know more shit, my bills are lapsing!

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GRANDPA WHAT IS SPOILED & SELFISH

SPOILDED SELFISH

You have selfish and spoiled. Both words mean one thing each.

  1. Spoiled means > rotten.
  2. Selfish means > greedy.

Grandpa am I spoiled & selfish?

YUP!  Yes you are.  “Grandpa do you love me.”  Yup! Yes I do.  “Grandpa can I get fixed.” Maybe!  Just maybe boy. But it will take a lot of work. “Why?” Cos you’re already a spoiled selfish kid.  “What kind of work grandpa, will I get paid?”

  • PAID?  Never thought of paying anyone to learn not to be spoiled or selfish.
  • Is this question an act of being spoiled or selfish?

Yup!  Yes it is.   The answer is no boy. You won’t get paid. “Then I want to work doing something else.”  It might be to late for you after all  boy. “How grandpa?” How old are you now kid.  “Grandpa, I turned seven and you forgot to buy me a present.

Selfish and Spoiled

  1. Seven is too old to take the spoiled out.
  2. Time has flown by can not harness the selfishness.
  3. These flaws are to large a dent, in the brain all ready.
  4. We are talking about growing egos.

Children are never to young to install values in them. These values are not something you learn on the way,  they are TAUGHT.

HERE IS YOUR BOTTLE NOW SHUT-UP!   {No this action is wrong}

This is selfish on your part.   Here is what you do..

  1. Pick the baby up!,  “gently bounce sh sh sh sh.

Come on little baby. Sh sh sh sh.”

Making your way to the bottle making area. You are teaching the baby to wait. Sh sh sh sh.   And that you are gentle and snuggling, you are teaching the infant affection.  This is the way children should be guided.

“Grandpa did mommy pick me up and bounce me?”  Yup!  But she quit about three months later, “why?”   Oh, well, that is just the way some people are.  “Is mommy Selfish  grandpa?”  Yup!  “Is mommy spoiled too grandpa?”   Yup!  “Why?”

Let’s just say mommy was born sick as a baby,  and as she grew,  no body wanted to scold her when she needed it. So she grew to be a spoiled selfish child, then teenager, then a woman then a mom. It’s to late now, she can’t be changed. So what we do is work around her and hope for the best.

“Grandpa are you spoiled too?”    No!  “Why?”  Because when I was a kid my mom and dad spanked us. Not only that. We were hit with belts and sticks and with what ever came off the floor. “What came off the floor grandpa?”

  • Chairs.

Lots of stuff. “Why?”  Well if they couldn’t reach us where we were, it was easier to throw something to hit us.  “Grandpa did you love your mommy and daddy?”  Yup! “Why?” Cos, they’re my mom and dad. “But if they hit you with a stick why did you love them. Why didn’t you run away and never go back?”  Because boy.  Moms and dads have to teach us that there are rules.

EVRYBODY IN THE WHOLE WORLD must follow the rules.

“Grandpa I don’t like rules. And I am going to break my piggy-bank and buy some gum. And if mommy tries to stop me, I will punch her in her belly.”

SPOILED AND SELFISH

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The Fastest way to loose weight story

The  fastest way to loose weight?  This was printed under a video picture, so sure I clicked on the add.  Little did I know I had to LISTEN to a voice talk and talk on for a half an hour before I clicked it off with out seeing anything.  I thought my brain was going to jump through the screen and break the video.

Half an hour wasted waiting endlessly for a show of FAST exercises to burn fat!

He talked how EVERY ONE teaching you how to loose weight is wrong. That endless hours of exercise is bad for you. That what weight you shed with them will only return. That his new way to Burn Fat doing something very fast is the way to loose and stay  lost.

How many different ways did he say the key is speed burning fat. I will tell you none!  He didn’t even say that, I did. But for 80 different ways he was talking about burning fat not touching any muscle mass. To stop what you are doing now and use his strategy of speed.

To bad, I was interested in trying out this weight loss program, but as it all turned out, not for a hundred, not for 60 but for 39.99 you can buy a tape or DVD.  WHAT?oct nov 2011 (40)

Crap, I was half starved by the time he finished talking, I think I lost 5lbs. lol not true but it sure felt like.

That was the longest fastest way to loose weight story I’ve listened to in a long time.

Don’t worry the cake can’t be that fattening it looks to fluffy.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME-YOU

 

ANSWER

YOUR MIND. MY MIND.

                                       HUMAN BRAINS ARE /IS OUR OWN ENEMY

This is 100% real.  You can trust this answer to be true.. We ,I , You allow our brain to tell us things, that we THINK, Is happening.   Yes you, I , we are being teased !

TEASING starts by someone liking us or taking interest in us where >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

somebody else, miss used that fun..

That is when things get out of hand with everyone else including YOU , ME , THEM.

Then our Brain takes over without us realizing we just lost control of reality.

LET THE GAMES BEGIN

This is now [WHEN WHERE WHY WHAT and WHO]comes into this little fiasco causing My mind Your mind Every ones mind/ to play tricks on us controlling our every thought to the point of>>>>>>>>>>>>>NOW WE CAN’T DO SIMPLE EVERY DAY THINGS! ? .

As a Human people the brain can not be understood. But you can learn to understand just how powerful the brain is.

FOR INSTANCE

  1. The brain has the power to heal the body.
  2. The brain can make one see Any thing.
  3. The brain can and will order you to kill yourself.

So in knowing this, you can understand, how easy it is, for you to believe something is WRONG with you, when there is nothing wrong at all.

  • When you start thinking everyone is looking at you,
  • Who are you looking at? EVERYONE!
  • Why do you walk into a room and look at everyone?
  • The same reason they are looking at everyone.
  • What goes through your mind entering a room?
  • Where did your reason go for entering this room?

IT IS ALL CALLED INTEREST

Pay attention to your brain and stop allowing it to ask, what is wrong with me-you!

But really I should not have said me, this is about you. I understand my brain which took some time.

  1. BUT I HAD TO ASK.
  2. They made me take pills.
  3. I felt better at first.
  4. Then my hair started falling out.
  5. That’s when I had to figure out my BRAIN.
  6. I weaned myself off the pills, it was long and trying.
  7. I fought hard.
  8. I won.
  9. my hair does not fall out any more.
  10. I live I love life I let people say what they want I look at them too I say what I want.

NOTHING WAS WRONG WITH ME EXCEPT MY BRAIN WOULD TELL ME THINGS THAT WERE NOT TRUE.

BUT ONLY BECAUSE I MYSELF WOULD ASK WHY! WHY ARE THEY LOOKING, WHY ARE THEY TEASING ME.  why why why.!

So of course my brain had to answer my question.  It whispered to me.

something is wrong with you.

Then my mind played with all sorts of thoughts, like, “what is wrong with me?”

So then I found myself guessing!     GUESSING?      Guessing?  Really.

THEN it is obvious NOTHING IS WRONG.

If you find you are GUESSING.  Give your head a shake.  and ask yourself why did the chicken cross the road!

  • Guess away.
  • But your answer will be wrong.
  • Just like nothing is wrong with you for being looked at by being teased by no standards.
  • JUST your BRAIN trying to answer something it can not.

Your brain your brain it’s playing that game where nothing is wrong with you but you tell it there is. It’s YOU!  YOU ARE WRONG WITH YOU.

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WHAT DO RICH LOOK UP ON THE NET?

What do the rich people look up on the net?  Most likely the same as you.

The five W’s.

  • WHO        did this can I get one                     You can get ten
  • WHAT      happened last night                      Trump made a joke
  • WHEN      is it all a go I’m still waiting         You’re to late it all sold out
  • WHERE    are my stocks I want to sell          You sold them all silly boy
  • WHY         do I keep walking into my glass door.     Stay sober and open it

They also would like to know – HOW.    Did apple get the jump on me again.

I have heard they like to look up the latest fashions.

I have heard they like to look up the coolest vacation spots as in Island.

I have heard they like to look up private boxes to watch their favorite sport.

I have heard they like to look up just about anything just like you me us.

See if there is a castle I can buy, find me the fastest sport car in the world. Hook me up with the three best eateries in Hong Kong. , and so on.

they like to tweet they like to brag they like to look.

Many of the rich can’t be bothered with the net, to busy living life.

There is a sign in TORONTO Canada it reads, “oh they don’t like this.”

EAT THE RICH     

Great big letters.  Actually it is one of the oddest things I’ve ever seen.Barbra's paintings