MICROSOFT A NAME YOU CAN TRUST / NOT

What is Microsoft?  I do not know maybe you do.  I thought it was something like a Dictionary or a Doctor for computers.  As it turns out, my experience with this name has been a nightmare! 

How am I saying this? Microsoft is a trusted name on the net / not anymore. There happen to be to many scams out there just floating around waiting for you to click on their name inviting them in. 

This is just the one part of my nightmare, this was done to my old desk top during the take-down of my Laptop. The old girl wasn’t even turned on!  
I called Microsoft for help. Windows XP was not being supported anymore and told me to download windows 10. I followed their instructions this past April. Only it was not mentioned that the drivers would no longer work, slowly they stopped. Causing me to turn to the internet asking Microsoft for help. 

They cleaned my hard drive off! My Laptop is empty. My life safety tucked away for years was taken during this faulty repair of damage drivers,  they asked if I had any other computers needing repairs,  I said yeah but not with the drivers, that I had to upgrade her from windows XP that I would take her in just my Laptop. 

SCAMMING SCAMMERS SCAMMED me taking all my work off my Laptop putting a locking my old computer!!! Of course I call back only to be told there is no such record of these events taking place. 

All my pictures of my children are gone. All my grandchildren gone. My family gone. 

My writings my art my work my junk! Gone. Videos and music all taken for what?  What reason?  

Microsoft a name you can trust? NOT.  

IPODS ARE THE BEST

iPods are for back up as far as I am concerned. Quite the life saver when all else is lost. 

Both my Computer and Laptop have been subject to scammers in the tast two days. The trouble getting them back is a real pain in the head. It is very easy to fall prey to these horrible good for nothing scammers and when we do it is the biggest waste of time trying everything to get back on the straight and narrow. 

Wrist part is loosing everything for the last twelve-years. pictures of grandchildren, all my writings. Documents and music. I still can’t believe what happened to me just needing updates for my drivers. 

I love my IPod and here is where I am because of it. iPods are the best. 

IS THE WORLD ENDING/DID IT START

BOMBS IN THE OCEANS

MISSILES IN THE SKY

ALL THE FISH ARE FLOATING

ALL THE PEOPLE DEAD.

UNDER-WATER TITLE-WAVES TAKING US DOWN

THEY ATTACK FROM UNDER-GROUND.

BLAY KARTOYSA ZERT CHOW COFF

I SING YOU A SONG RITING THE WRONG I SING OUT THE GAME POISONING YOUR SKY

THEY WANT YOU TO DIE.

BLAY KARTOYSA ZERT CHOW COFF.

GOATAY QUALLA  GOATAY QUALLA

KNOCKING  YOU OUT FROM UNDERGROUND

SPILLING  THE OCEANS

FLOODING THE  EARTH

BLAY KARTOYSA ZERT CHOW COFF

BLAY BE GOATAY QUALLA/ THE MISSILE BLOWING TYCOON

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WHERE DID I GO

I don’t know who I am anymore it’s been a long many years at I have known myself, I am forgotten. 

I remember where I left myself way back there all alone.  I as well walked away from myself, giving in others, listening to them telling me how I’m always wrong, that I don’t know what I’m doing. 
I ended up in a world where I didn’t belong. I didn’t know how to exist with others. I put myself alone stepping forward to be someone else anyone else just to fit in society. I found I was better off alone. 

Then One day I remembered my old self and I wondered, why are you still standing there. What would you be doing now? What made me leave you. I can only go forward but into what?  I nothing of this world. Technology and multiple cultures racing against time to end the world. I stayed sheltered living inside myself forgetting the world forgetting the people, growing older getting gray getting fat getting flabby overweight try to lose weight where did I go it’s to late, I’m way back there.  

When an e-mail address changes /Can’t receive mail

Oh bother e-mail address.

I had a nice E-mail address then it was compromised. Change it they said.  Sure that easy.  No! Not easy. I forgot the password thinking I was given one of those unflawable memories where everything I jot down will be embedded to my forefront memory bank. This is not so, I have nothing! I remember nothing. And no it is not written down to be stolen.

But due to this fault of mine everything continues to be sent to this dead E-mail box. How can this new password update be changed? Why do I not have an alternate e-mail box option to send this change email!

Screaming inwards not to frighten my own self. At this point all I can say is I should have printed out a copy then filed it.

But really in the end I broke my internet connection and can not fix it. Why do I do these things to me.

BACK AT THE RESIDUE

Putting things a side for you once again. I demonstrate for a month running, cleaning this home in an orderly fashion on a daily basis and you still can’t manage to copy my schedule?

I do watch and pay attention to how you manage the house cleaning. You are lazy wasting hours of useful time. Then before we know it the home is a pig sty style setting unfit for a child causing me to leave my own duty to handle yours.

I have come to the conclusion that you have to get your own schedule that upon doing mine to start to believe you are doing my chores and you quit cleaning all together, when in fact it is your home, your children and your mess.

I just want to get to my room or go pee or sit and eat a sandwich.

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So I HAD TO CREATE A SYNOPSIS TAKE #5 MY STORY

SYNOPSIS

How long would it take anyone to read 279 pages? A synopsis is reading that 279 pages in five minutes or under.  A synopsis is like a T.V. guide only a much longer version allowing producers or agents to have a peek from top middle and bottom of your story enticing their creative abilities, this saves them hours and days of reading grueling script should it be boring.

After days of searching the net for any understanding of a synopsis I found an article telling me it is easy, just answer 10 questions then put the answers together. One page 500 words. But the questions are all about the MAIN CHARACTER! -(MC) So I gave it a shot. 494 words. I was beaming.

So I took #4 [two pages], along with #5, [one page] and let the readers decide. I was surprised to find they all liked all about the main character, but all preferred #4. A bit of everything.

You know in the end if we are as smart as we think we are we will start with a log line then a synopsis then the story.

 

 

MY BILLS ARE LASPING..CULTS

Holy shit, look who’s back.

Yes. It is me! I have been away just like some people, and we all come back, just like me.  am back. Nut I can tell you, “it was not all fun and games.” Holy shit work? Plenty of work, tons of work. But not the paying kind.  “Is there cult work?”

Many a good meal to be had though.

Yup!, desert almost every night. and when there wasn’t, “let me tell you.”  We did without. Plenty of juice, tea, water and coffee though. And in that order as well. “One out of the three wasn’t bad for me.” Coffee. lol The water tasted like rust and smelled like poop, as for juice I don’t choose to drink it, which left a cup of tea once in a while.

  1. So now you are home.
  2. And back in every bodies way.
  3. Unpack, put things away.
  4. Clean-up the mess left behind for the return.

At least this way, my above chores will give all of us time to adjust to my home-coming.

🙂 happy to say I found some time to write a few things down. I also learned some things.  One thing particular I am not pleased in learning, cos, “it is chewing at me wanting more of my attention.  But I do not want to know more and I prayed that I can stop singing the song.  I fear bad can only come from it.”

Sucks to be you!

Eat crow you ass dick! I am much stronger in my sole right down to my shoe.  “Mommy!”

Bastards when children are involved? !, You never go after the child. But here, “130.00 kids”, just went missing, and go on to say this is a real happening event in the year 1284.

TWELVE-EIGHTYFOUR

A BROKEN PROMISE

ONE HUNDRED CHILDREN

TRUE EVENTS

THEY MADE A MOVIE 1957

THEY EVEN WROTE A SONG

FAR BE IT FOR ME TO PUT IT IN THE MINDS OF HEADS.

“FIND OUT ON YOUR OWN.

So welcome back and get rid of that shit out of your head.  “Yup. No time for wicked, no time for dead.” But it is going to be hard, because it is packed in there real tight.

And why is this?

Let me tell you. “I put out, one hell of a good research on the above info., and after the first initial thoughts of this luring intriguing hunt, I wanted more of the truth, I wanted to find any historian record of actual proof.  So I searched and forgot the living.

My brain took over for a few days until I, realized ,

  • I am thinking evil thoughts.
  • I am not thinking of people around me.
  • I am wasting my life on the dead.

That all was getting pretty intense, I even remember some of the song, the bad stuff, which continue to play over and over in my mind or out loud. “Crap-o-la! This will not do! I am much stronger in my soul with my heart to shake this true event, this mythical story told from 1284.

Besides . . .As I fell prey, to this earning to know more shit, my bills are lapsing!

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WHY CAN’T I SLEEP A NIGHT

Poor sleeping habits

  • Eating lots before bed
  • Staying awake to watch television
  • Not being comfortable
  • Drinking tea or coffee after six PM.

I am sure there happen to be more reason sleep is a problem for many of us. But for now these habits are the most common problems.

I myself will say,  “Coffee  does not keep me awake.” It is 4:59 AM? Why am I awake? I will tell you why. “I did all three of the above things ending up with being very uncomfortable.”  I will also tell you that I do these very bad things every night, CAUSING poor sleeping habits.

I know it is very hard to not eat after six PM for thousands of people. Myself included.

I know when it is time for bed,[bed time], I do not go. I stay awake like many people.

I know not to have coffee after six but I like coffee and lie it does not keep ME awake.

What happens is, now I fall a sleep on the sofa watching something on the television after several hours of keeping myself awake, drinking coffee, then eating a toasted cheese sandwich ending with ice-cream I milk?

  • How am I to lay in comfort?
  • I can not!
  • I have indigestion causing an acid reflex with 5 pillows and twenty blankets!
  • I am wide awake asking myself why can’t I sleep?

I think I know why. Poor sleeping habits.100_2476